i ve become a corpse

[bluemoon24]

* ultra enfes mega depresif bir ashe sarkisi daha..



lyrics :



[i've not been feeling well lately

that empty grinding deep inside my gut

shivering cold sweats while i'm sleeping

confused, lost, and tired i've been thinking a lot]



walking over a dead world

sinking as i slide further in

lost in all the decay

in all the crumbling textures



all is gone now, all is lost . . .

i become like nothing . . .

i fade away . . .

lying cold and dying,

an empty shadow cloaked in dusk

no warmth, no feeling, no sensation,

no love, no god, no future

i've become a corpse



wandering aimlessly through the streets

swallowed by the city lights ablaze around me

groping through the choking haze surrounding

lost among this churning sea of strangers



[looking up now,

feeling empty

the barren sky

arching above me

i feel so small--

not even present

left behind . . .

forgotton . . . ]



all is dying, all receeding . . .

my world is slowly graying . . .

i fade away . . .

lying cold and dying,

becoming nothing,

an empty shadow cloaked in dusk

no warmth, no feelings, no sensation,

no love, no god, no future

i've become a corpse



[how are you doing today?

i apologize for being rather anti-social at your house the other day

i was extremely tired

not focused

however, i have a question for you.







*



i thought you might enjoy a little



* stimulating communication

without actually having to look me in the eye.

although i do believe that you would be perfectly capable of doing that





*

you probably would not want to.



it's a rip-off

common, exausting, and depressing

expendable



confused, lost, and tired

i have been thinking a lot



for me:

stay away from all human beings as much as possible





*







*



do not worry i won't call you

i do not think either of us could handle that.

by the way, i do like being here.







* goodbye)

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