Atrocity - Hallucinationsptation : Deep In Your Subconscious
 

Atrocity



Hallucinationsptation



Deep In Your Subconscious





Lying there in a small crib



Naked and innocent



Just loosing my virginity



Only four years old



A menacing man above me



He's my own father!



My legs and arms are limp



Crushed my confusion



Lascivious eyes stare at me



I've never seen before



Musty smell in the air



Diffusing body odor



Feeling like a pig ravished and abused



Praying for my god



The old man with the old white beard



A hurting abdomen, a grieved soul



Tears are running from ym eyes



I don't know what's going on



Cries, screams of despair



Father slaps in my face



"Shut up little cunt"



Feeling like a pig



Ravished and abused



Prayimg for my god



The old man with the long white beard



Satisfaction - father is groaning



Humiliation - treated like a shitheap



Observation - my brain is empty



Anxiety - father, never do it again!



Atrocity - fear in my eyes



Inbreeding - my body is deseased



Shame - mother won't be told



Some human beings are repulsive animals



After a while - the pain is over



Disgusting - full of serious mucus



Genitals - blood runs from my legs



An ugly smile - my father leaves the room



Misery - I'm feeling sick



Depression - I clasp Teddy in my arms



Loneliness - nobody who helps



Some human beings are repulsive animals



First you tried to repress



Then you established



The nightmare will ever be



Deep in your subconscious